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An Open Letter to My Daughter’s “Father”

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For 9 years I sat in silence. I watched as your little girl’s little face shed huge tears over you. I watched as she fell apart. I watched as she added your name to the bottom of grocery lists she’d write to tell me what she wanted (juice, chips, Daddy).erin_stokes_s I watched her tell Santa the only thing she wanted was YOU. I felt her pain so deep it was agony. I lived thru it with her, holding her, consoling her, and pretending to make sense out of BULLSHIT for nine long years.

She’s 14 now. And not even close to typical 14. She’s wise and brilliant. She’s mature and defined within herself. She KNOWS now. She understands. And as painful as that realization is to me as a mom, it also brings FREEDOM. I can SAY it NOW. No more silence.

I’d love to bitch about the fact that you sit in a state separate than your children, where you now have another. You sit there and KNOW that you’re not helping in the slightest, no financial contribution towards your daughters whom I work day in and out to provide for, and who DESERVE more than I ALONE can give. But that’s not what this is about. That’ll work itself out, trust THAT.

THIS IS ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER.

Your daughter, who had a ceremony at school tonight. Only the top 5% of students in her grade were invited. She won an Award for Academic Excellence. It was one of my proudest moments, although she manages to find new ways to make me proud every single day.

As I sat and watched and clapped and cheered, I couldn’t help but think of her heart, praying to God she wasn’t feeling your absence. Sadder still, I don’t think she was. Or, maybe that isn’t so sad after all.

I want you to know that the five year old you left behind is now a young lady on her way to killing her dreams, to changing the world, to Happiness and Success in Full. I want you to know your contribution to that was practically non-existent, and less than minimal at best. I want you to know that that HURT her. That she cried. That she checked the mailbox on her birthdays. That she wrote about you in her little diaries. That only her very best friends knew. I want you to know That SHE LOVED YOU.

I was never that kind of woman to keep your girls from you. They know that, they SAW it. Even when you lost your license because you refused to take responsibility and be a man, I drove them to you. I picked them up. I took you to kindergarten graduations and birthday parties. I TRIED. Not for you. FOR THEM.

This letter isnt ‘so much about making you feel bad as it is about making my Daughter and I feel BETTER. It’s about the fact that I can finally acknowledge how it was all along. That she can be Free to Feel about it all however she so pleases. She DESERVES that. She DESERVES HER TRUTH. And of ALL the things you’ve taken from her, A DAD, a provider, a protector … you can NEVER take HER TRUTH. Lies live in darkness, and she is Bright as The Moon.

Your daughter was HONORED by her school tonight. You didn’t know that, did you? Realizing how mature she is, you COWER from her, don’t you? You know she KNOWS, and trying, and changing just aren’t in your bag of tricks, are they? Did you know she’s a Track Star? Did you know she has goals, and specific colleges she’s going after? Did you know she would’ve been the best friend you ever could’ve had? I know, because she IS mine.

I don’t think Knowing any of this would be enough anyway. The years pass. The angelic little five year old grew. She grew beautifully, steadily, and strong. She missed you so deeply that it hurt to witness. She loved you so much that it killed me watching her wait.

Then suddenly, she stopped waiting for you. She stopped missing you. I hope she didn’t stop loving, but if she did, no one would blame her.

She’s going to high school next year, I bet you didn’t even know or realize THAT. She’s Beautiful, I mean, out of this world gorgeous. People tell me everyday. And she deserves to have a Dad who’s behind her, cleaning his gun. She deserves to have a dad who’s there to give any potential dates the third degree and threatening stares. She deserves to have a dad who knows she just received the highest honor a kid in her grade can get.

But since she doesn’t, she got this. A mom who will protect her til my last breath is gone. A mom who will fight for her even when she’s wrong. A mom who is just badass enough to terrify teenage boys, and cool enough to befriend teenage girls. A mom who GETS HER, and IS PRESENT. FULLY. And  I want you to know mostly, more than anything else I’ve said – SHE WILL BE OKAY. SHE WILL BE WAY BETTER THAN OK.

I cried and hugged her tonight as she was being honored by the school. I looked her square in the eye and said “I’m Proud Of You.” I saw that little girl hiding somewhere within her beautiful face and I choked up. But the light in her eyes as she smiled and  said Thank You washed away all of my sadness. We will Always be okay, her and I! I bet you didn’t even know THAT, did you? So now the only sadness I COULD have left .. would be FOR YOU. But I’m too busy being PROUD OF MY DAUGHTER.

Read Erin’s previous posts: Where is Daddy Bear , Dear Sixth Grade Reading Teacher

Filed Under: Single Mom Stories, Soulful Stories On Momhood by Erin

Comments

  1. Pauline says

    November 10, 2016 at 3:43 PM

    I did it with 3 girls its hard but can be done so stay strong. I adopted my 3 grandchildren 2 girls and 1 boy so im doing it again alone. But i love my kids all 6 of them.

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  2. Priscilla Burt says

    July 2, 2016 at 12:30 PM

    Thank you for sharing this letter publicly. I am a 23 year old single mom with a 14 month old daughter. She is my pride and joy. And even though her father refuses to even admit she is his. I know that no matter what she is loved enough for all the father’s in the world by me. You’re letter has touched my heart, and inspires me to keep working towards a better life for us both. I don’t know that many single moms, but the ones I do I try to help. Because I know how hard it is to do the job meant for two. You’re daughter’s are very lucky to have you in their life. Thank you again.

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  3. Helen says

    June 12, 2016 at 10:04 AM

    What an amazing letter and I’m so proud that you have stood up and done an amazing job your self. God bless you.

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  4. AA says

    June 12, 2016 at 2:07 AM

    You are a supermom that should be proud of. I know your daughter will be proud too. Stay strong for the both of you. May God bless you more 🙂

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  5. CF says

    June 11, 2016 at 12:48 PM

    This is the most incredible letter. I am in the midst of a custody suit with my daughters father who left and wants only to be a father when it is convenient for him or because his parents and girlfriend are pushing him to be. What you have witnessed first hand is one of my greatest fears for my daughter. I greatly thank you for sharing and proving we are ok and that we will be ok. I’ve seen the pain but this helps my fears in turn allowing me to help and better my daughter.

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  6. Grethe says

    June 11, 2016 at 10:41 AM

    What an amazing mom, your daughters can really be proud

    Reply

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